Hey guys,

First, I'd like to thank you all! I've reached the 8000 pageviews and I think that's something realy cool xD 2000 more and I got 10,000! I can't really believe that xD
So thank you for watching me, my gallery, giving me all the feedback because even though my art still looks like crap, I've come a long way and I have improved a lot already And that's thanks to you and your feedback. Keep it up and I will too!

I don't want to go to sleep yet, I can't sleep and so I won't .
Anyway, it's been a while since I've posted something and I know, and I'm sorry!

It's like this... major art block thing has taken over and I hate it because whenever I try to draw something, anything, it just turns out like TOTAL crap.

I did buy these two absolutely GREAT anatomy books, which means that I have over a 1000 pages of anatomy in total, and all that for less than 20euro. I love it xD (on the internet, these books cost 24.99 and 29.99 euro. I mean. Go figure. I really got them cheap Brand new! )
( by the way, these are the ones: [link] and [link] )

Also, [link] has been helping me out with the 30-second drawing sessions. Very frustrating, but in the end, it's hilarious and fun, because your drawings are allowed to be hideous, as you can only try to get the essential part of your drawing in thirty secs xD

But, like I said.. School is taking up a lot of my time, and as if that wasn't bad enough, it's even taking up my time to read! I love to read before going to sleep, and now we have to read these books for school too -_- While I've got an entire list of books I want to read and re-read and I just can't even relax by reading a good book because school makes me read all these other works! Bleh. I hate it.

Besides that... I've been to the 'Twilight Night' yesterday at the cinemas. They showed the first film 'Twilight' at 10pm (and omg it had the WORST subtitles EVER.) and at midnight, they showed us the premiere of 'New Moon'!
I was definitely surprised. The film in general was WAY better, and a lot closer to the book. The acting was definitely a thousand times better than in the first film! I was really positively surprised by Edward. Although he wasn't there in a big part of the film, I think he acted a LOT better than in the first film. Bella as well. And Jacob, oh my! That kid can ACT. I used to HATE him when reading the books, but in the film - did I say that boy has a GORGEOUS body in there? (I feel like I shouldn't be saying this, as I'm 20 and he's like.. 17 XD) - I actually sometimes even felt sorry for him. Not that I would like Bella to be with Jake instead of Edward, but anyway. Poor Puppy. That's what you think when you see his sad look. xD
The music was good, some scenes were heartbreaking and really well done. Definitely an improvement since the first film. If the films keep improving like this, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn will definitely be promising films!

Anyway. How's life with you guys?
I've been going through some stuff over the past few weeks, but I've got the feeling that it's finally getting better. And it's somehow relieving I thought I was going to feel numb and miserable and depressed for a really long time, but it seems that I'm even stronger than I thought. I'm coping, and I'm doing well And that's a good thing.
Perhaps somewhere along the road, there is happiness waiting after all

x x x Bagh